cash, check, or cuddles??

Some may wonder what is so wonderful about having kids and in middle of a meltdown in line at the grocery store when I'm exhausted, starving, and wishing that I could have a meltdown myself, I sometimes wonder too, but when day is done and she is all settled and ready for sleep, she rests her head on my shoulder and closes her eyes making me feel so content and blessed that this is what my life has come to be. I am woken up just about every night to a crying baby who just wants her mommy to hold her...and to be rocked...and her pacifier...and her ducky, but that's all. I treasure those moments, tedious as it is most of the time, they are sometimes the best part of my day. Sure, I hope that she will soon change her night sleep habits so I can finally sleep through the night, but until then, I will enjoy them as best I can.